Packing up

 So today is my second blog.

My oldest is moving home, he will be in Mike's room, packing his room and cleaning up has been a overwhelming, drowning feeling . It's done by I feel like it was a violation of his privacy. I feel guilty and relieved at the same time... Very confusing. 

If you have any input or even read this it is appreciated. 

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